Written September 4, 2009 Today I found out that we are going to have a baby. This is not at all how I imagined this moment to be. I didn’t want a baby, haven’t dreamed about the pitter patter of little feet, and I don’t care to know how I am going to look with a monstrous belly. I have never been one of those empty vessel women who has dreamed of one day being filled up with babies. I don’t want to fill my living room with toys and exer-saucers, nor do I want to watch Bob the Builder…